Rain! Where are you?

So remember how I was complaining about the rain? Well it's always just hot.

Can I never be happy with the weather?

Well I'm happy when it's fall. It's the perfect time of year. Not too hot, not too cold and Halloween is usually nice.

Rain...of the better variety

Yesterday, well Saturday, is rained a lot, though we were spared the tornadoes of other States, and she loved it. Loved every minute of that rain and thunder. I opened the door and she just looked out and laughed when the thunder happened.

That was the first time I've ever done that for her. Beforehand I was scared something would happen, but now she's been introduced to more violent nature. She didn't mind. I think she liked the sound. When we weren't watching the rain she was playing with her toys and ignoring it.

I told her when she gets older I'll let her play in the rain. I miss doing that. It was so much fun.

I will say that yesterday's rain was more of a summe rain then dreary old winter. I'm just sad that in some parts of the country they're still getting snow.

Much Better Weather

It did rain today. Yes, it did. But nothing like before. It was sunny. I felt so much happier because I needed some sun. I went to work, sunny. I came home, sunny. I went shopping, sunny. I loved it. Yes, it rained, but it was so little I didn't care.

My mood is way better now that I've had some sun. So...maybe I should make it a good point to go outside everyday when it's sunny. Not only is it good for the body, in short bursts, but I can use the time to commune with the God. And at night, assuming it's not freezing, I'll do the same for the Goddess. Maybe that will also help with my insomnia if the last thing I do before bed isn't watching TV, but talking to the Goddess.

Still raining

Today wasn't as rainy, or rather even if it was I slept through it. But it was damp and cold. WHERE IS SPRING!?!?!?!?! I've been waiting all winter and it's still winter. I heard it snowed up North.

I can't believe I want summer to come because I'm just that sick of cold and rain.

It's just not the good play out in it rain. If it were that I'd be fine. It's actually beginning to seriously affect my mood. Not what I need right now.

If I didn't know better I'd almost attempt some weather magic, but that hardly ever works out in anyone's favour.

Picking up something new

Still raining. And it doesn't look like it'll change anytime soon. Blah. The house is on 80 but the thing only says 72. That's how cold it is out there. Boo! Everything is just damp.

But to cheer me up I've decided to learn a new bit of magic. Problem is what type? There's so many to choose from. And it has to be baby friendly because my daughter is learning how to crawl. Or at least trying. She'll be into everything soon.

More rain?

Rain, rain go away.
Come again some other day.

I wish it was a warm rain. Not this cold, still winter, even though it's spring rain.

As a pagan I'm supposed to be in tune with the earth right? Yeah, but I don't have to like the weather about said earth. I like rain I just like warm rain better.

I want to be able to take my baby out in the rain, when she's older, and we can play in it. Now it's just nasty, ague pains rains.

Just because I'm a pagan doesn't mean I have to like it.

Spring?

So Ostara wasn't too long ago, I didn't get to do anything but a quicker prayer because I'm mommy busy and tired, but what happened?

It was so nice at the end of winter and spring is here and now it's like winter? What happened? I'm hearing we're supposed to get snowy, sleety, rainy stuff soon. What? That's winter weather. Spring means flowers! I see the trees blooming, the flowers trying to come up, birds are back, so waking up in the morning is great now and we're getting winter weather?

Winter I'm done with you. I know you come every year, but this year I need you to just pack up and leave. I need the spring. My daughter needs the Spring. I need the new start spirtually, physically, mentally, emotionally, that Spring brings.

I'll help you pack your bags.

Anyone else want to help?

Coming back

My last post was New Year's Day last year. That's a long time, over a year. In that year I've had some pretty amazing stuff happen to me. I found out I was pregnant 4 days later, so it was good I never took a drink. I had a baby girl, named Alessandra, Alessa for short and I have a baby cousin who's 12 days younger than my daughter. Plus three sets of cousins got married. So yeah good year 2010.

This year is going to be better though. My daughter will turn one, I'll start school for nursing with the eventual hopes of being a midwife and things will have to get better.

I'll also be blogging more. Since I do have time now to do this. I just don't know what pagan-y thing I should talk about this time. Maybe it'll come to me tomorrow when I'm out and about.